The Rubini’s Realm

Hello people ….

How are you all?!!!

Well, its been some time since I wrote something in this blog. My apologies as I was so caught up with things. Actually, that’s no excuse, if I really wanted, I could have written something, but I do not just want to force myself to do it when I don’t really feel like it. I mean, I would like to blog whenever I feel like it. You know, I want to enjoy the moments of writing in this blog.

Anyways, wondering what has been happening to me and my life?!!

Well, there have been a lot of things that has been going on, that I don’t know where exactly I should start from…

Alright, let’s start from me going back to Malaysia. It was magnificent … mind blowing … breath-taking … experience. I can see a question crossing your minds…

This girl is just returning to her home, why is she describing it as though it’s a new experience???

Well, that’s the thing, everytime I go back, I feel its something unique and something I am lucky to have. I have my loved ones there whom I will always love and miss. My bro and mom, are the world’s most wonderful people that I have ever known. No offence to anyone out there .. I mean, nothing is like a family. They are the only ones whom will be there ALWAYS!!!

I was blind for all this while, though there was light in the room, I was still searching for one. But guess what, I have found it now!

This few days, my mind has been going really crazy. I had just one regret and it was making me feel unhappy. And there was just too many things that I was like … no solution… though I know the solution but I can’t really apply it. I don’t really know why … but that was what I was feeling.

Anyways, I didn’t like the feeling. But I kept telling myself, that I will get over it and I will make it right. I don’t know why, this one thing that I did to my family, really hurt me a lot and I am sure I hurt them as well. But, mom and bro, I am really sorry!! I was going off the track. But now, you have brought me back to that right path, thank you! I will make sure that I am inline with this track and not to go astray anymore.

Alright, to move on, there was a lot of stuff that I did in Malaysia. I was really happy! The time I spent with my family was the most precious one. I am really happy!! I had the best food in the world. Though the time was short and just flashed through so quickly, but I will always have it in my memory.

I do not really want to go in detail on what exactly I did in Malaysia as that would take a long blog. Plus, I do not want to bore you people anymore with my ranting.

I will let you all get on with your work for now. But do come back for more updates …

They pay us by feeding us with a wonderful Bakuteh!! Hehe .. also not bad la.

We played cards for time pass. For some weird reason, I was wining quite a lot that day. Unfortunately we were not gambling. Hehe!

Then, we got ready to dine outside and to meet Pei Man there as she had to work that day. She slept with us though which was great.

Chiquito! The place we had our dinner. Nice food but unfortunately, the food that I ordered isn’t the best choice and in fact it’s the other way round. But anyways, I still enjoyed those moments. Pei Man, we call her the bottomless, because she can keep eating but she is still very thin. Man, why is she so thin and yet she can eat a lot! Damn!! Hheheh!!

We finished about 8 or so and went to Tesco to get ourselves some wine for the night at home and to play more games. And we went back home and spent some lengthy time infront of the computer, transferring photos and viewing people’s friendster. But me, on the other hand, was so into the wireless connection as their wireless had problem and I was keen in solving them and finally to realize that the router has problem and there was nothing that I can do   .. But I think its still help them.

Then finally we went downstairs to drink some more alcohol. Pei Man introduced a beer that’s really not bitter, Strongbow. And amazingly, it was really not bitter. Its just like drinking soft drinks. We also played games.

Last Day: Packing up !!

Woke up early morning. We got ready. Made our way to the Starbucks to have breakfast and chit chat for a little while longer. Then our friends had to go to work and therefore we had to say our Goodbye’s there.

We spent about another 10 min after they went waiting till the clock ticks 11am and then we walked to the bus stop to get to our old house to get our stuff that was still there as we want to bring some stuff back to Malaysia.

After packing up we just made in time to catch the bus and buy some food for our lunch. Then all the way through the journey, I was missing my mom and bro soooooo much! Tears just flowed down my cheeks. I just can’t control myself. Is it because I am undergoing PMS that I can’t control? But I just felt that I want to hug them and hear them and feel them being there. Anyways, it wouldn’t be long anyway. Heheh … hopefully the time will come soon.

Alright people, I am feeling really sleepy at the moment and I have to go to work tomorrow, which is a shame but that’s the reality. TATA!!!

Feels like home, today I came back home.

Heart feels very heavy to let go that place after being 2 days there.

Stepping down on that ground of Cheltenham, memories flash back. Happy, sad, childish behaviours, naughty stuff that we have done, getting drunk for the first time, all the hardship that I went through growing up to be independent, all the embarrassment that I had to undergo, all the funny gestures.

In conclusion, I missed this place sooooo much, that I did not realize till I actually went back. Now, to leave, its painful to leave and just to take the memories with me. Stepping foot on that bus and to look back the place that feels so much close to home, I can just say ‘Goodbye’ and wait for another opportunity to return to this wonderful heaven.

Anyways, let me tell you my experience for these days that I stayed in my friends place. There were such a wonderful people. Jocelyn and I stayed in their house.

First Night: Getting Drunk!!!

We arrived at the Royal Well Bus Station and there was one of our friend waiting for our arrival, named Pei Man. Then we walked our way to the bus stop to take the bus service C to get to the big Tesco, which is near their house. Not really knowing when to press the button to signal the bus driver to stop, we were lucky as our other 2 friends, Hui Bee and Bee Peng were waiting at the bus stop that the bus driver stopped thinking that they wanted to get on the bus. We got out of the bus and made our way to the Tesco to buy alcohol for the night to get drunk (not entirely … but sort of!!).

We got to their house after that and it was just a walking distance from the Tesco. We changed ourselves and slipped into something comfortable. Had a little look around the house and finally prepared tables and cups to get drinking. We also played games that night that made us laugh so loud that I think the neighbours would have had a hard time sleeping that night. (Sorry!) It was such a happy moment!

Nearly 3am, we got really tired and sleepy that we decided to end the night for that day and curled ourselves into those cozy blankets.

Second Night: Chiquito…

We woke up quite early I must say. Didn’t really like that feeling to wake up early but I guess we were not able to sleep anyway. Hui Bee and I did not have a good sleep at all. Hui Bee kept saying that she wants to go and sleep again, but she never did. HAhahahah!!

I was not able to sleep because of my asthma and as for Hui Bee she kept hearing me sneezing and stuff. Hehe !! (Sorry la Hui Bee, can’t really control)

We cooked Bakuteh for the day and cleaned the place, as their house has not been cleaned for such a long time. Hehaahahah!! We were like their house cleaner!!

Hey guys, how are you all doing out there? Having fun I presume. Well, hopefully you people are enjoying most of your lifetime

Anyways, this week has been a bit tough for me as I am having difficulty in the medical point of view. In UK, the policy is that you should register to a GP (General Practitioner) which is a doctor when you want to be taken care when you have medical problems. Well, I was just trying to get myself sorted and there was way too many obstacles. Firstly, I was to only register in Uxbrige, which is where I live at the moment. However, I am not there during the day time, as I am working in Dorking, which takes me about two and half hours to get to Uxbridge from my work place. So, its quite impossible for me to get an appointment for that as they don’t open late evening and also on weekends. Isn’t that ridiculous. And if at all I need to get an appointment, then I will have to take leave from my company and get myself treated. If that’s the case, then I will be getting holiday all the time just for my treatment and this will have a bad effect on my company. Because, my asthma is quite frequent.

But finally, I was able to solve it with the help from my HR director because I told her the problem and she asked me to call the Uni and ask them if I am registered to the GP there or not and, guess what, I am!!! HEhe!! I was damn happy when I heard that! And now, its all sorted because the medical centre in the Uni are sending me the prescription so that I can get it from the pharmacy. Now, you guys might be wondering, why cant I get it straight away from the pharmacy for the medicine. Well, people, that’s what this country is all about. Because without a prescription, I wouldn’t be able to get a medicine. Can you believe it?

Anyways, I got my inhaler now but not because of I have a prescription, but because my friend persuaded me to act infront of the pharmacist that I was suffering from the asthma which to be honest, I actually was having it. And then miraculously, I was able to get one but I needed to pay for it. But by right, I was not suppose to pay if I have the prescription. But anyways, its not very expensive, so I bought it and its such a relief to have it by me. J

Just because of this asthma, every night when I return home, I feel soooo weak and tired because for the whole day I have been having difficulty breathing. But its not very severe but its just the breathing its not smooth. So, anyways, lets forget about it and I am registered to the GP here, which is great!

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I have a question in my mind….

Men say that women like to complicate things. Is this true?

Come to think of it, I feel men are the ones who like to complicate things. Or maybe it’s the desires of these parties that makes each other complicated.

Let’s see at the basics:
What do men want from a women?
Hmmm … I don’t really think I can answer this as I am not really an experienced person in this area.

Alright, what about women? What do they want from men?
Well, believe it or not, this is a simple question with a simple answer. All women want is the love that lasts forever from one man towards them, security for their love towards men and towards any peril, honesty. Of course, women do have many desires, but these are the basics that they are looking for.

So, why do men say that women are so complicated and hard to understand them? Is it possible that they are not able to deliver these needs of the women and just blame it on the women that they are too complicated and not understandable? Sort of like an excuse? HHmmm … I wonder…

Alright, maybe I am a woman and therefore, I am able to understand this fact easily? Then, can I point out one thing. I feel that men are the ones who like to complicate things. Now, when I say this, I am purely relating it to my observation and to be honest, I have no experience in it at all. So, please, if you feel otherwise, don’t hesitate to voice out as I am very keen in finding out what is the truth or the fact is! 

Now, many might wonder why I am saying it such. Well, let’s look at it from my point of view. Men, when asked what their reason for an action is, they like to walk a million miles with all the reasons and finally come to one. In another words, they don’t like to be straight to their woman. But basically what a lady wants out of their other half is just honesty. Of course, men usually fight that they want to protect their woman and not hurt them and bla bla bla. Well, then why don’t they learn that women only get hurt when they are being lied to? And most men think that they can get away with it. Hmm … do men really think that women will not find out or that they are not smart enough? Of course, you can hide a few away, but truth always reveals.

Alright, here is my view, please, do shout out your view. I know that I might be wrong in most occasions. Because to be honest, I know not all men are like that, maybe because I know 2 who are not like that. But here I am talking about general men. So, do let me know. I would like to know what the reality is like 

Tata!

Wow … I must say that this week has been a bit busy. I mean ever since New Year is over, work just seems to be overloading. I guess its just because of the year end which is the most busiest month for accountants. But unlike my friend, I don’t have to work on weekends which I am glad because unlike her company, I don’t get overtime. Its just a normal pay. So you see, its not really worth :P.

Everything was perfect today ;). I went to work, was full of energy and very lifely I was. But lately, I have just got one problem, which is, I get really tired by the end of the day. I do know why but I am not really sure how to resolve it. But not to worry, I will go back to my country soon. Heheh!!! Can’t wait!!! Then I wouldn’t have this problem anymore.

Many in my office are falling sick because of the weather and I hope that I wont be influenced by them. I know that my immune system is not that strong as it used to be. Well, people say that its because I travel a lot. Well, to think of it, I don’t really get that much of sick when I was in Cheltenham. I mean, I do get sick but not to the state that I will have to stay in bed. But it happened here. I couldn’t walk at one stage. Usually this happens when I return from my country because of the sudden change of weather. Well, its not for long anyway. Many people say that I won’t be able to make it and all. That I will fall sick and will give up in the end. Well, I haven’t thought of giving till today and I don’t think that I ever will. Hehe!! I am from the Karunanithy’s family man!! Brought up with strong will to fight anything and face anything with courage and determination

As for the resolution well I think I am doing fine so far. Though I said in the resolution that I should go atleast twice in a week to fitness club, well I have gone once this week but I still have tomorrow before the week ends where I will have to make sure that I go. Well, I was to go today unfortunately I finished my work a little late and by the time I return to Uxbridge is already 8.30pm and by the time I reach Fitness First will be 8.40pm which gives me not much time to change and exercise as they close at 9.00pm today. Therefore, I had to let go and go back home straight. But atleast I still have tomorrow.

Actually there is something else that I would like to talk about. But I will create a separate post for that.

Alright, stay tuned …

Hey, good morning guys. Well, its nearly 1am here. I don’t know why but I still haven’t sleep yet. Hehe! Naughty me!

Anyways, I want to just type out my new resolutions and share them with you! J

Here it goes:

1. Finish up all my assignments that are undone.
2. Be a responsible and a better person
3. Make sure that I go for physical exercise atleast 2 times a week
4. Enhance my knowledge in Photoshop and master it
5. Writing blog and updating it from time to time
6. Be a joyful person
7. Be a knowledgeable person
8. Be a hard working person
9. Learn to speak in Chinese
10. Save money a lot!
11. Last but not least excelling in my work
    

Well, boys and girls, I hope I can achieve all of this by this year. Bless me and all the best to me!

Got to go and sleep now because tomorrow I need to work and I need to wake up at 4.30am. I think I have only 4 hours.

Today, the first day of new year, and here I am sitting in my room with my friend watching Welcome hindi movie, hoping that it will make me laugh.

Yesterday, New Year eve, but no one to tell me happy new year. I see lights in houses next door. I hear laughters. Colours in the sky which I can’t see but I hear. I wish I had someone here to say Happy New Year when the clock ticks 12am – 1^st January 2008.

Before that, I was thinking that I will be the happiest person on New Year because though I can’t see my family whom are very precious to me, but atleast I am not entirely alone and I was happy that I wished all my family new year. I was really happy. But how did it turn out to be a day like this?

Today morning when I woke up, my friend was talking in the phone with her ex. Later on she started crying. I mean, I don’t want to be influenced by her crying but listening someone crying on new year, would that make you happy? It makes my mood very bad. I don’t even feel like laughing.

Anyways, I don’t want to be that sad person. I want to be happy and wealthy. Hehehe! Doesnt everyone

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Hey people, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Man, a whole year has passed just like that, can you believe it. Man, I am getting older and older but hopefully I am gaining more knowledge and experience. HEhe!!

Anyways, let me tell you how I celebrated my new year. Well, nothing much really, but to welcome the new year, I had dinner celebration with my friend and her colleague. It was really fun because my friend she got drunk as we wanted to make the dinner a little more unusual and special so we ordered a bottle of wine and fortunately she was drunk. Because it was really fun to see her talking nonsense. She wasn’t that knocked that she doesn’t know what she is doing but still, she kept laughing and making funny gestures. Hehe!! Wish I had made a photo snap of her at that time.

Well, actually, its not New Year yet here at the moment. But we are already back home. Waiting for the time to tick 12 and there you go, the year 2007, all the hard work and sweat that was put in to pass this year. Happiness and sadness becoming a memory and embracing the new year with expectation and hope and with Love!

Well, I do have a list of new years resolutions that I would like to achieve in the new year. I would not like to tell all, but one of it is to keep this blog of mine to be updated from time to time. I would also like to venture into photoshop and enhance my creativity in that. In the new year, I would like to get DSLR camera and enhance my photography skills. WISH ME LUCK!!

People say that some people are good at something because they are talented. But to be honest, I believe even people who are not talented can be just as the person who is talented if they are smart and hard working enough. I don’t know if this right or true, but that’s what I believe.

With hope everything will be great, here, I would like to put your eyes into rest and go and have a great new year!

TATA!!!

Hi there,

Well, today is my first post here. It all started from my brother. He convinced me into writing a blog here and therefore, I am here doing what you are reading :).

I must say that, I am interested in writing whatever that happens in my life and sharing with others. I am always a shy type person, though I can be a real hooligan sometimes and not care what others think or say about me. But that rarely happens … *ffyuuuhhh* (luckily I am not like that all the time, I think I would humiliate myself all the time).

I guess, you can say that this is something that I will be doing in the New Year to come. J So, might as well write down my new year resolutions here. But no la, because its not good to say out things like that! – A little superstitious (I know!) …

Well, I am not exactly sure what I want to write for my new post, plus there’s nothing new that happened here, so I guess I will leave it here for now and will keep you people posted of what is to come in the near future. Alright?! J

Tata!