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I’m waiting for you
By Karthik | February 3, 2008
I am reposting this.
I’m waiting for you…
The passion that started in 2005. I had a dream about you, I’ve seen you. Wherever I go, I see you. It’s not that you’re too common, but you really do standout for me. In a crowd of billions, I could still see you. I can spot you. Your beauty that drives me crazier than any poet’s poem. See, that’s when I realize, I have fallen for you. My very first love!
Life at college was a new environment for me. You were my first true love, but I had another with me. I thought I loved her better, but I knew, I knew from the beginning that she isn’t the right one for me. You were the right one. You are the definition of love in my dictionary. I longed for you, and I wanted you really badly, but then again, I thought, for a poor guy like me, you wouldn’t fall for me.
So, yes. Like most men, I tried to move on. I tried to look at other opportunities. Like they say, there are so many fishes in the sea, why limit oneself? So, I lost control. But I didn’t stop loving you. Whenever you walk pass me, or run pass me, I still admire you. This is a tale of mine, because everyone’s got a first love story to share!
2006, I was still with the same one, and I thought, I would get a new one. Somehow or the other, I started to despise her. I didn’t want to love someone just because they love me. In that case, I would just be lying to myself. I wanted to, experience true love. But, how am I going to ever, be able to fall in love again? That’s when I thought, Ignorance is Bliss. I started to ignore you, and I tried to move on. I tried looking at other choices, and I was very close at making them. But somehow or the other, I couldn’t leave the one I was with, and I couldn’t move on. Something kept pulling me back.
Of course, the one I was with, was there during my difficult times. She became my identity, she taught me a lot, and she definitely was there for not only me, but even for my homies. Yes, sounds perfect, doesn’t she?
But after a while, I realized, she was getting older, and thus, I needed to spend more money on her. I started thinking to myself, that it is worthless. I should stop spending more on her, and once again, give a shot for that true love of mine. And this was my quest for 2007.
2007, I was still with the same old one, but then, I started looking for my true love again.
Now, 2007 has come to an end. 2008, has begun. Quit the crap of “everything that has a beginning has an end”. Matrix spoilt you! True, but what’s more important is how it ends. It doesn’t matter how it all begins, it is how it ends that adds the touch to the story. But, 2008, has been a great beginning. Because, my true love, has noticed me. My true love and I had already went for a date.
She’s coming soon over to my house, and the old one is still with me. But of course, she’s going soon…She’s angry, but a man has got to do what a man has to do! And what is most important is that, at the end of the day, you are with your true love. The rest are temporary, and everyone would find their true love, one day.
She is finally coming. Oh, she is a beauty, and I’ll definitely post pictures of her and me in this blog.
I’m waiting for you…
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